Always afraid : i wrote awhile ago


Cant even try entering the lane :(.

 I believe that trying is in vain .

forever will i be on the same track but not the same train.

Afraid that I will mess the nothingness up once again.

My foolishness and character i cannot restrain .

terrified that more damage i will sustain.

I can't bring peace to my troubled brain.

what I want i cannot explain.

please god help me my sanity maintain