At last I am 100% pure.I fear nothing now > After along winter of inner sadness and outer fake happiness,I stand strong and tall.I don’t know what changed mm really nothing big had happened but maybe I finally saw the light that was blocked by the fog od black and sad thoughts.
Life is life ,You can’t stop time , you can’t change it . so I got sick of wasting time being sad.I can’t change anything with sadness and regret.Remorse will not get me any where. Whatever I suspect I had done wrong in my life and cause me sadness . i cannot go back in time and change it. So I have to stand up and deal with the consequences and live with them . whatever good or bad they leave me . As long as I am breathing I am going to live and breathe ,deal with the past, change my future.Because we only can control our future.
I discoverd that I am who I am now because of what I used to be and did in the past . So because I am sitting now thinking about whatever mistake I had done that means I have learned that means I am better.
the bottom line is
Live as if you were to die tomorrow. Learn as if you were to live forever.