Cant even try entering the lane :(.
I believe that trying is in vain .
forever will i be on the same track but not the same train.
Afraid that I will mess the nothingness up once again.
My foolishness and character i cannot restrain .
terrified that more damage i will sustain.
I can't bring peace to my troubled brain.
what I want i cannot explain.
please god help me my sanity maintain